I have enough of your nonsense, stupidity, rubbish.
You're not my friend at all?
Avoiding me? Why?
I treasured you so much,
yet for a silly reason ( I guess, ) you avoid me.
What wrong did I do, seriously?
Is that wrong?
Now I know the real you.
Just wanna tell you,
if you treasured me as your friend, you won't do this to me.
So I guess, you don't?
I'm not a good friend, it seems so.
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Yes, I've reached my maximum.
What's this?
Problems that I create by myself, I know.
And I HOPE I STOP FOOLING MYSELF.
I'm a fool.
Total fool.
To be fooled again and again by you, your lies.
Maybe everyone feels this way, I know.
I'm not any big fuck, I KNOW.
I'm not trying to say that I am.
I'm just tired.
I wanna sleep, sleep all my troubles away.
Fly, fly away to a place nobody lived and die there.
So people won't know.
But on a second thought,
why waste my life on something worthless?
Life's more than this,
life is full of beauty.
I haven't really see it yet.
And I hope I will.