To whoever.
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I'm seriously tired of these problems.
Sorry that I'm sensitive, but I really can't help it.
It's just that I'm so scared that you won't be my friend anymore,
It's just so hard to not think about it.
Even though I know that I'm no one good friend,
But I'm scared that all my friends would someday leave me.
And I'll be alone.
It's not that I don't trust my friends,
It's just that I fear that this would happen.
Please don't..
I've already made lots of efforts, why can't people see it?
And I'm sick of always making the efforts.
Even if I did, nothing that I wanted would come.
I really don't get it.
Sorry if I'm useless, weak, but I just want to cry.
Cry everything out.
And when I can't, no matter how much I force my tears out, they won't come out.
This feeling sucks.
I mean seriously, it's hard to take it.
I've been keeping it inside myself for very long.
Nobody really knows how I felt.
And I have to be fine.
I know everyone also would be like that.
And I also know there are people worser than me out there somewhere.
But as I've said, I'm just too weak.
as what rin said, I've just been strong for too long.
Sometimes I just wanna be alone and think to myself.
Even though I'm surrounded by friends, I feel lonely.
It's like I'm alone..
Like I don't exist there.
But nobody really cares.
NOBODY. Life's more than this.